2013年10月3日星期四

sometimes, you just need to be relaxed and let it go

   You must have been in situation like this: You lost something and you keep finding it for hours or even for days.But you just CANNOT find it anywhere. Few weeks or few months later, the thing you lost just automatically appears in front of you.

   Last week, I opened my own blog and causally set a photo as my blog's cover picture.Just few minutes later, I found the cover picture I set could not go well with any background picture,so I decided to change it. However, computer stuff can sometimes confuse you and even drive you crazy. I couldn't figure out which icon to click if I want to change my cover picture.As a girl who sometimes has a mild obsessive compulsory disorder, by no means I would easily give up finding out where to click. What happened next was a total disaster for me--- I kept finding the icon for nearly THREE HOURS!!! I almost tried every icon I can click on the page, but it does NOT work anyway. I felt terribly disturbed. It was like you can see the target thing was right in front of you, just few inches, but you cannot reach it now matter how hard you tried. I can even felt the web page was laughing at me, and the only thing I could do was keeping cursing the stupid Google--- how can you create stupid things like this???!!! I know I was even more stupid than Google since I was teased by a picture! Three hours later, it's over 12pm,and I felt so sleep that I could only choose to give up. After all, I am a normal person who just has an occasionally mild obsessive compulsory disorder, fortunately.In the next day, the first thing I did after I arrived the school is to ask someone if they know how to replace the cover picture. I failed again. This time, I forced myself to stop thinking about this, and to ignore my blog for sometime. However, it was really hard for me to let it go.

    Life is a successful joker.The solution only comes after you let it go---this morning, when I decided to write something, I found the icon for changing my cover picture accidentally! There was an ecstasy or a feel of release at first, but few seconds later I returned to calmness. Finally, I replaced my cover picture which was such a torment for me.
Sometimes, you just need to be relaxed and let it go.Life itself will give you an answer anyhow. JUST LET IT GO for a while, give yourself a break,please.

    Now I am, again, confused by how to change the language in the main page of my blog, but I won't be panic again because I know the solution will come to me in the end.